I’ve been thinking a lot lately, as I prepare to teach a course on the Book of Shadows, about what it means to be a witch. It is such a personal and, thus, flexible definition that it can be scary. It can be hard to say, “Yes, I’m a witch,” if we haven’t clearly defined the term for ourselves. For a long time, I struggled to define myself. In fact, I still struggle.
I used to think I was not really a witch because I didn’t like to cast circles, perform intricate rituals, or participate in high ceremonial magick. Personally, I’d rather light a candle and focus on my intent. I like pendulum magick because of it’s simplicity too. I don’t like things that are complicated. The cunning arts, crafts, and home remedies pull me more than anything else. As a result, though, its harder for me to feel connected to others on this path or to find books that truly speak to me.
In an effort to reconnect with what I consider my witch roots, I will be reading Laurie Cabot’s The Power of the Witch: The Earth, the Moon, and the Magical Path to Enlightenment. I’ve started in the past but never finished it. I’m also going to be reading Starhawk’s The Spiral Dance: A Rebirth of the Ancient Religion of the Goddess. Believe or not, I’ve never read anything by Starhawk even though her books have been on my wishlist forever. I also going to restart Marian Green’s A Witch Alone: Thirteen Moons to Master Natural Magic.
This will be difficult for me. I’ve noticed in the past year or so that it is much harder for me to focus on my reading, especially when it is nonfiction. I also lose interest quickly. My therapist thinks this might be due to a possible mood disorder. Perhaps having this site will give me the impetus to finish so I can share reviews. Another part of the issue is what using a smart phone is doing to my brain (that’s for another conversation though).
What texts are/were important to your spiritual foundation?